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Name: fiona
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Monday, December 22, 2008

發jor好多怪夢.. 訓到好晏﹐但以為仍然好早.. 因為個人仍然好攰..

今日大概又想太多了..

執房.. 掉jor一個recycle bin ge垃圾.. 點解真係可以有gum多垃圾ga呢?
再一次執房期間講jor句:"gum鬼多衫geh!??!" 但尋日都仍然去jor買衫.. 好變態..

呢幾日我o係度睇"Click入黃金屋".. 好好睇! 好睇過珠光寶氣tim! 因為係喜劇成份居多..
同埋真係好中意秦沛同黎耀祥.. 無錯.. 係唔關孫耀威事的.. 我由細到大都無中意過孫耀威.. 哈哈""

今日突然想起前幾日返工時又俾人錯認jor係第二個國籍ge人.. 不過最好笑係.. gor個本身自己係韓國人ge太太覺得我都係韓國人.. 佢入到o黎﹐望下同事﹐又望下我﹐然後行埋我到講jor堆韓文.. 我同佢講我唔識講韓文﹐佢好驚訝gum話:"u can't speak Korean?!" 我就話我真係唔識.. 跟住同事接手幫佢﹐佢仲回頭望jor我幾次﹐好似我呃佢gum.. gum我真係唔識ar ma.. 我淨係識講你好﹐係﹐同多謝lor.. =.=" 我都係眼細同單眼皮jeh.. 唔係gum就係韓國人ar ma.. =.=""

呢個世界好唔公平.. 而現實一次又一次逼我去相信好人只會俾人take advantages..
當公司其它人都有11.5hrs holiday pay ge時候.. 我只有7.5hrs.. 原因係我其中一日返jor成日工.. 其餘的人全部放假﹐但照有半日pay.. 同事同我講:"gum你咪好唔抵lor?!?" 我呆jor呆﹐真係唔知點答.. 我一直無去諗人地有幾多個鐘pay jor.. 亦都無去問過.. 因為我相信會係公平ge.. 但事實總係唔知點樣就會俾我知道jor.. "gum你咪好唔抵lor?!?" 係gah.. gum唔抵jor我又可以點呢? 呢個世界仲有好多野對我唔公平﹐對其它人唔公平﹐有好多野我係好唔抵﹐但我又可以點呢? 我除jor硬食呢d唔公平我仲可以點? 或者如我地所講.. 無gum好命lor就係.. 命o黎geh....


Sunday, December 21, 2008

今日放工後同麗麗同kimkim去jor downtown.. so happy..
我return jor nike gor兩件褸﹐拎番120幾蚊.. 然後成日都無咩點買野.. 直至kimkim走jor之後我去virgin.. 一次洗番晒gor 120幾蚊.. 不過樂觀d o黎睇.. 2件褸換1隻CD﹐兩件Tee﹐1個figure﹐1份禮物﹐同一個earphone.. 都算抵jor係咪? 2件換6樣野.. 哈哈""

去virgin之前都用jor.. umm... 75蚊.. 即係我全日都不過係大約用jor $200.. ok lah.. given that 其中120蚊係我原本上個星期已經用jor次的了.. 哈哈"" (自我安慰)

兩個姐姐問我點解會分開時我唔係唔想答﹐我只係唔識點答.. 兩個人分開其實唔會真係因為一件事.. 發生咩事都好﹐其實不過係個trigger.. 其實仲有好多其它問題.. 或者如男顏所講﹐我地可能根本唔係"on the same page".. 又或者係我地變左.. 又或者係好多其它原因.. 又或者﹐其實我地大家都唔係好搞得清楚我地做咩會分開.. 而亦都係男顏所講 -- "其實你地大家都唔知自己想要d咩﹐都唔知自己想點.." 而當你發現你無能力好肯定地解釋一件事ge時候﹐大概亦都証明jor你其實真係唔係好知自己做緊d咩.. 我好怕解釋一d我唔知點解釋ge野.. 有d野唔想講太多﹐但講太少又怕人誤會jor個意思.. 所以不如唔講..

近來砌jor兩副puzzle﹐每次都有新體驗.. 或者就快諗到..
有時砌puzzle.. 你一拎起就搵到兩塊arm ge砌埋一齊.. 有時你以為兩塊arm.. 又砌到埋一齊﹐但後來睇清楚發現原來係錯ge.. 又有時﹐你好想搵到arm gor塊﹐但就係搵o黎搵去都搵唔到..
或者應該話﹐有d野.. 整定ge.. 係你ge就係你ge.. 好似.. umm.. 我至少兩個月前o係屋企附近一間鋪頭到見到件衫好中意﹐成間鋪淨係見到一件.. 試埋tim na.. 拎住jor去排緊隊tim na.. 但最後因為趕唔切﹐唔可以再等(我前面仲有3-4個人)﹐所以我掉低就走jor.. 我同自己講遲d過一兩日返去買番lah.. 但最後不了了之.. 但﹐今日﹐我o係另一間鋪頭裡面見到﹐亦都係得番一件.. 仍然中意﹐於是買jor na.. 我返到屋企﹐諗諗下.. 有d野﹐係你ge就係你ga lah.. 唔係你ge﹐你拎到上手都要掉番低.. 亦如其中一個姐姐之前所講:"所有野都係timing問題.."

前排同友人非常無聊地講jor樣好無聊ge事.. 因為大家返工返到好悶.. 所以開始有少少發神經ge跡象.. 佢話佢開始唔信星座.. 因為佢其中最深刻ge 3個男朋友都係白羊座的人﹐但佢覺得佢地3個都好唔同.. well.. 我又唔係gum 睇.. 佢地當中一定有樣共通點.. (除jor星座一樣).. 我講笑話佢可能偏愛白羊座ge男人.. 然後我話我只係repeat過一個星座一次﹐應該努力d儲齊十二星座換大獎.. 哈哈哈"" 跟住佢同我講話:"儲咩12星座?! 儲alphabets啦! 我儲A to Z!"  仲癲... 真係一山還有一山癲.. 乖lah.. 收心養性lah.. 26個字母好難儲的.... 哈哈哈"" 儲12生肖可能仲易d... 哈哈哈""


Friday, December 19, 2008

我感應到d運開始慢慢慢慢地返緊o黎na.. 所以一時好好彩一時仍然好唔好彩..

好彩係我發現我priority period時竟然add arm jor堂.. 我本來add jor兩堂﹐但之後within 24小時之內我諗諗下都係add另一堂好d.. gor堂gor陣仲有120個位﹐本來諗住遲d add都一定add到.. 但總之突然發神經好想add jor gor堂先.. 於是就轉jor去﹐點知今日check.. 120個位全部無晒.. 第一個反應係:"好彩jeh.. gum恐怖都得geh...?" 另一堂都係一個位都無了.. waiting list都full晒.. 非常恐怖..

唔好彩當然仍然有一大堆...
例如好好彩地第二次俾個花灑跌jor落個頭度.. 腫jor一舊.. 緊係個頭腫lah.. 唔通個花灑咩?!
又例如好地地俾人偷jor個飯食.. =.=
堂counseling堂得A-.. (我expect個A的.. seriously..)
部ipod又神神地.. 唔俾我熄機﹐然後自動無晒d電..
包brownie俾d蟻攻佔jor.. side jor我$10
好多蟻
等等等等....

有些事情﹐除jor男顏之外﹐所有人都無同佢地講..
其實到呢一刻﹐仍然無一個好確定的想法.. 到底想點?
其實唔係應該一早就有答案ga na咩?
還原基本步﹐如果所有事情都唔會改變﹐到底係咪自己接受到ge一件事?
到底邊d時候應該用感覺﹐邊d時候應該用理性?


Tuesday, December 16, 2008

December 16, 2008

同同事傾計.. 發現我真係總會發生一d人地唔發生ge事..  話說我其中一個gucci袋尋日收到na.. 但個袋竟然無原裝gucci盒.. 佢淨係俾jor個gucci紙袋我.. gum都得?! =.=" 是但lah.. 反正我又唔係用個盒.. 反正又唔係我用.. 因為係媽咪geh.. 我望jor兩眼後就俾jor佢.. 哈哈"" 個袋其實好好gah.. 個名叫"joy".. 駛幾舊水就買到d快樂送俾媽咪﹐幾好! =)

繼我幾前日宣佈完已經洗晒今個月兩張paycheck (即係連埋幾日後將會收到gor張.. =.=")之後﹐今日﹐同事宣佈佢都已經用jor張半.. 哈! 而我地兩個係[仍然]好積極地上網睇有咩買.. 而我相信我應該係呢個月前會仍然搵到野買! 哈哈哈"" 不過我諗我真係會去退番我gor兩件衫la或者.. 可以買鞋na gum! yeah!

朝早時同男顏傾jor好耐計.. 次次傾完都會有少少新啟發.. 同佢講jor一輪﹐佢ge結論係﹐返番原位 - point 1.. 或者可能我根本唔知自己想要d咩.. 可能係﹐又可能唔係.. 可能我係知自己唔想要d咩.. 但又唔知自己想要d咩.. 但假設好似multiple choices gum.. 我剔走晒d我唔要ge.. 淨番ge咪自然係答案lor.. 唔係咩? 點都好﹐同佢講野ge好處係佢真係會幫我諗.. 佢覺得我不足ge佢會出聲﹐同時我覺得佢不足ge亦會講.. 而我地係溝通到的.. 因為我地level差唔多﹐經歷過差唔多ge dramatic野.. 至少﹐最重要ge係﹐我地兩個同大家講時﹐唔會係有"你根本就唔明!"ge感覺.. 我同人講我唔需要人同我solve個problems.. 因為通常都solve唔到﹐因為我都唔可能幫你solve到你個problem.. 只有自己先解決到自己個問題.. 但至少要有交流lah.. 即係有d人﹐你同佢講﹐佢答你d野你會諗:"你到底明唔明gah?" 或者你會覺得係自己同緊自己講野.. 仲pathetic.. =.=" 起碼我地兩個係真係[溝通中].. 知大家講緊咩.. 哈!

既然唔知自己到底想點﹐不如咩都唔好做.. 有d野.. 整定geh.. 隨心而行就是了.. 佢問jor我個假設性ge問題﹐而我ge答案係:"唔知ga.. 睇下我當時覺得點la.."

今日返jor city做我份爛acct. final project.. 都唔知自己做緊咩.. 好凍.. 我搭緊28時個頭已經痛到癲gum滯.. 對眼都已經唔係好打得開.. 跟住搭K car時差唔多訓鬼著埋tim.. 係無la la搭完38之後一落車就係gum.. 去到之後﹐根本就唔知點做.. 求其做﹐做jor差唔多三個鐘﹐真係頂唔住﹐決定就gum交jor去走人就算.. 落jor兩日冰.. 我開始又燒燒地.. 差唔多lah.. "au""au"下就到年尾﹐就又病住過年.. 一如以往.. =.="

This is something I came across two days ago when I was studying for my final..

How well can you actually describe your actual feelings?

Category of Feeling

Level of Intensity

Happiness

Sadness

Fear

Uncertainty

Anger

Strength, Potency

Weakness, Inadequacy

Strong

Excited

Thrilled

Delighted

Overjoyed

Ecstatic

Elated

Jubilant

Despairing

Hopeless

Depressed

Crushed

Miserable
Abandoned

Defeated

Desolate

Panicked

Terrified

Afraid

Frightened

Scared

Overwhelmed

 

Bewildered

Disoriented

Mistrustful

Confused

Outraged

Hostile

Furious

Angry

Harsh

Hateful

Mean

Vindictive

Powerful

Authoritative

Forceful

Potent

Ashamed

Powerless

Vulnerable

Cowardly

Exhausted

Impotent

Moderate

“Up”

Good

Happy

Optimistic

Cheerful

Enthusiastic

Joyful

“Turned On”

Dejected

Dismayed

Disillusioned

Lonely

Bad

Unhappy

Pessimistic

Sad

Hurt

Lost

Worried

Shaky

Tense

Anxious

Threatened

Agitated

Doubtful

Mixed up

Insecure

Skeptical

Puzzled

Aggravated

Irritated

Offended

Mad

Frustrated

Resentful

“Sore”

Upset

Impatient

Obstinate

Self-confident

Skillful

Tough

Important

Confident

Fearless

Energetic

Brave

Courageous

Daring

Assured

Adequate

Embarrassed

Useless

Demoralized

Helpless

Worn out

Inept

Incapable

Incompetent

Inadequate

Shaken

Weak

Pleased

Glad

Content

Relaxed

Satisfied Calm

“Down”

Discouraged

Disappointed

“Blue”

Alone

Left out

Jittery

Jumpy

Nervous

Uncomfortable

Uptight

Uneasy

Defensive

Apprehensive

Hesitant

Edgy

Unsure

Surprised

Uncertain

Undecided

Bothered

Perturbed

Annoyed

Grouchy

Hassled

Bothered

Disagreeable

Determined

Firm

Able

Strong

Frail

Meek

Unable

Weak

 

最後兩篇文﹐然後就正正式式完結了.. 撐埋先好病...


Monday, December 15, 2008

上星期﹐我數過﹐有四個人同我講話我瘦jor..
而o係我有生之年﹐我第一次有人同我講我瘦jor我無開心ge感覺.. 我一係扮開心話:"gum咪好lor!" 一係無反應地話:"係咩? 哦.." 其實我根本就無瘦到.. 係塊面瘦jor ja ma.. 問題係﹐我根本就唔係想塊面瘦.. 佢瘦o黎做咩鬼..?!

人黑起上o黎真係唔係gum簡單.. 夠膽死o係e-bay上人地list jor樣野出o黎賣.. 成個e-bay得一千零一件.. 我好中意.. 買jor之後﹐佢寄email同我講話o個樣野原來無貨﹐問我想唔想搵第二件substitute定係想要refund.. 第咩二件jeh?! 我係想要第二件就一早買jor第二件lah! 都唔make sense geh.. 難道我就因為無gor件就求其揀件?! 幸好我未敗家到gum..

坐坐下o係堂special ed.堂突然醒起"死! 聽日交counseling份paper.." 即係﹐其實一直都[知道]要交﹐但唔知點解一直都唔做﹐反而不停做後兩日交gor兩份.. 跟住今日突然[靈光一閃]先發現我係應該開始寫的..... =.=" 即係今晚唔知會寫到幾點..

然後去考我最後一個in-class final.. 很偉大地﹐個teacher出現ge時候同我地講話﹐佢無exam paper.. 仲影緊.. ..................... 結果﹐全世界呆等45分鐘.. 救命.. 難怪我不停眼眉眺..

有時d野﹐你唔諗佢﹐你諗住唔理na.. 佢又會無la la出現番.. 到底想點?

"NO HARD FEELING"..



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